Insignificant behavior.

Insignificant behavior.

Hey, it's me again but with something different this time, I normally take time to, edit then post, but this is straight from my soul, my essence and my inner child. I'm here to vent and vent only.

Much love.

So! There's something that's been bothering me for a while now. And I'm definitely sure that we are all guilty of this.

You know, for me personally, knowledge isn't everything. One can have wisdom but if they choose not to apply it, they are as clueless as a person who knows nothing. Ignorance is so disgusting and we all guilty of this. What am I coming at with all of this?....

Here it goes....

*Sighs deeply* I don't know, but how on earth do we see normality in not checking up on the people we care about!? If anything, I wouldn't mind having 10 people at my funeral because beyond that 10 are just people who absolutely just decorate your life! Honestly my time in quarantine has made me a sucker for love. Not just the dating kind of love but the love you have for your friends, for your family and colleagues. Expressing this love, you know! Actions speak louder than words.

right?!

I have recently discovered that love not only has the ability to heal but it can change a person's life. We never know what someone could be going through. Honestly! It sucks that the only time we get to care, have pitty party's and appreciate people is when they die and to be honest? That's psychotic behavior! We might not be aware of it but it's a subconscious act of, "oh yea, you're still alive so it's all good. When you die I will sob and feel guilty that I did not talk to you enough or appreciate you like I should've because I was ignorant of your existence in my life.

Suicide is the 10th leading causs of death worldwide, let that sink in. It's sad because an act of genuine love can stop that. If someone has people in their life and still feels unloved then I believe that everyone in that person's life is failing that person. This mentality of "I do not need anyone" needs to stop. We are human beings, if you didn't need anyone then you were going to be on earth alone, but sadly youre not cause we all need each other to coexist and tbh we are all failing each other as humanity in a whole and as friends and family! I'm sorry if this is coming forth as aggressive but I'm hurting right now and I needed to vent!

I do not have you on my whatsapp where I post on a daily for us just to be status buddies. I am a soulful person, Attention? I love, expressing my emotions? I love! Fun conversations? I love! Meaningful conversations? I love!

These are aspects I just realised I profoundly love! I want to spread love and be an example to many. To show you that it will not hurt you if it comes from a genuine place! To love, you don't need to be loved back! That favourit artist of yours doesn't know you by name yet you love them! Why is it so hard to show everyone else that same type of love without expecting it in return?

I will not act as if I am a robot and tolerate, "I just really suck at texting", "I have a thing were I forget to reply" BS! I myself am guilty of this. You can not call me your friend if you don't Love me! and trust me! Love will compel you to act! To send that text and see if your friend is doing okay.

This whole programing we've all adapted to is pathetic and ridiculous. it really, really needs to change! Acts of love aren't only for your family or partners, they are for people who are in your circle, cause you never know what a person can be going through!

I am not rich or financially stable to show my love by buying my friends things or taking them out, but showing love through an act of caring and through giving your friends attention. Selflessness is everything and it's the purest form of love.

With all that said, I hope you have a lovely week ahead and as always, I am sending you tons of love and blessings, joy and peace!