Vacuous-Devoid of matter.

🌻Hi there.

Apologies for my absence, I know, I mean again it all comes down to consistency of which I have a huge problem with. But in this case I just find it hard to raise my opinions or try to bring forth comfort because there's a war that is taking place within my being and this all come down to childhood wounds and trauma.

These past few months have been overwhelming. I really believe that there's a huge shift happening in the planet right now. There is definetly something different about 2020, about this decade and about the events taking place in the world right now. It is no longer the same old battles that we face on our own but this is a cry from the Earth itself and everything in it. These past few months have just shown me that as human beings we need each other, to heal, to grow, to love and to live.

There's a whole lot of chaos, bad news from all sides of the planet. It's overwhelming. At this point I am finding it hard to speak. To raise my opinions or to come forth and stand for something out in the public because I strongly belive that there's more to be done than constantly announcing stuff on social media. Again, Many might find this weird.

These current times just leave me drained and in constant shock of what human beings are capable of doing.

For weeks I've been trying to come up with words to describe how I feel regarding Gender based violence and race. Wishing I could come up with something to say that would touch someone's life or bring warmth into a soul but, unfortunately I am speechless. I mean this does not mean that I have never experienced any sort of harresment from a male or have never had a race encounter . However, now that there's a platform for me to speak/share I have absolutely nothing.

I hate forcing. Everything I write comes from the soul. That's how genuine I want Inner Reflection to be.

Besides my feelings of hopelessness concerning the universal chaos I would love to leave you with some words of encouragement. Hoping that you find some sort of comfort.

Seeing current events and coming to terms with accepting what the human heart is capable of doing, is something that aches my heart so deeply as to when did it became okay to end a life, as too how it has always been okay to dehumanize another being into an object, a meal or a slave?! When did it become okay to veiw someone as inferior??

We are all connected, I am apart of you, you are a part of me. That's what I believe and it's hard to harm another human being if you see it as you harming yourself. Fact is you're no better than anyone, you're just privileged in this life. You're human just like everyone else, seeing someone as inferior is just inhuman and it is not an act of love.

The human heart has become so dark(I repeat) Everyone is bleeding.

The murders, the thieves, the rapists and the victims! everyone is bleeding. What hurts is the fact that others impose these pains on others. All our heartaches do not only affect us, they affect everyone else because we take action according to the state of our hearts and minds.

Maybe we should March,

Maybe we should tweet about our frustrations,

Maybe we should sign petitions,

But in all honesty everything we facing today, people faced in the past and we always resort to doing the same thing, striking , peaceful marches, riots, fighting, crying, living in fear and screaming in hopes that someone, just someone comes to our rescue. Fact is this has been the pattern for generations and generations. Not disregarding the fact that change has taken place due to all these things we always resort to. But now, we looking for a change that will take place forever, we need to stop this cycle for good. This battle is way beyond us and our actions. I believe it's an Earth wound. A wound of which, Tranquility, knowledge and love can heal. Honestly right now I don't have the solution or can provide anything better that we can do differently to end and stop this cycle of madness. But all I can suggest this moment is for you to protect your energy, your mental health and please do think of others before you share anything on social media, do have your facts right because all these sharing of news, as much as they create awareness, they always build up fear and we honestly do not want to keep people in a constant state of fear. We want to ground each other in love and leave every being in a healthy state of mind.

I hope and pray that you're doing okay. Honestly I know what all this can do to your state of mind and its not healthy. Meditate if you can, Pray if you can. Focus your energy on bettering yourself for the earth, for yourself and everyone around you. Because once your wounds are healed, only then are you capable of healing others. Once you love and accept yourself, only then are you capable of loving and accepting others.

• Let love lead.

• Let love heal

• Let love guide.

I hope you stay strong and healthy. You are more than what you think you are. You are special, beautiful and you deserve to be happy.

If you need someone to talk to, someone to rant to. I am available, I am here. Feel free to email me, PM me and I'll be at your service 💚

Stay blessed always

Love and Light 🌻